life changes

Poly life is such a drag nowadays. i dont look forward to going to school at all. i miss the early poly days. at least there were interesting things to talk about and interesting people around. Now, poly is seriously such a bore. i feel like im just going there to attend lectures. i kinda STILL like the people there, but i dont love them. i just like them.
theres 2 girls in my poly clique who seem like they are going to go steady with 2 guys soon. well, its kinda cool i guess; even though i dont find the guys interesting and sometimes i find them petty. well, i think that its just me. everyone has different tastes.
i absolutely hate it;
- when i tell someone that i feel bad then that someone will also say that he/she feels bad too
- when people tell me that i think too much
- when people nv say hi to me when i say hi to them
- when people glance at me whenever i say sth im not supposed to say
- when people act loud [and you can tell that they are acting cos its so damn obvious]
- when people act funny [laughing fakely thinking that they are being very funny]
- when people act pretty [everyone is pretty in some way or another please. dont think you're so pretty especially if from my point of view you're not]
- when people ignore me
- when people dont look at me in the eye when they are talking to me
and the list goes on and on

i absolutely love it
- when people dont care whether if they are making a nuisance of themselves
- when people are willing to listen and give me advice instead of saying "i also like that what" or "dont be so petty la"
- when people suddenly sing or dance. i find it very cute.
- when people who are extremely good looking dont act like they know it.
- when a bad boy becomes soft
- when someone is being naturally funny and not doing it just to make people laugh
and the list goes on and on

so, what happened today?
nth really.
i had crs in the morning.
and my group members consist of xt, stef, chenxu, hungkai and myself.
cool.
and then es. it was boring.
and then it was benedict's birthday celebration which took about 5 minutes.
and then i was supposed to meet Randall but my hp was flat. :D
and nobody had a battery that fitted my phone.
so, i didnt meet Randall. sorry randall xD.
randall is such a nice name.
and she was really nice about it all.
if i were her, i would be kinda angry.

ok. im gonna sleep soon.
really really tired today.

ciaos my pretty one.