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tmr, at 11pm, i'll be boarding the plane heading towards China. i'll be back on the 1st of january.
HELLLLLLOOOO! my project! its in danger and my parents are still bringing me overseas and only coming back 7 days before the deadline?! to make things worse, i only knew about this on sarturday.
hehe. i know that i've always been able to get promoted despite doing nothing. However, this time round, ITS DIFFERENT! the projects are really making me stressed. i get headaches every single day and i never have enough sleep. I need to get it done! i dont want to retain in this course at all. Firstly, its cos my parents will say things like "how to let you go when you dont even know how to take care yourself. if you knew how to take care of yourself you wouldn't have retained". Secondly, im afraid that if i drop out, i would have nowhere to go. Hence, i dont wana retain.
yeah, my father says good shopping good shopping. how to shop when my project is in danger? to make things worse, they promised to let me go to the countdown this year. WELL, of course they didnt tell me that the countdown is in friggin china. !!!!!!
i'll be starting on my model in a while.
i need some time to hear myself breathe. some time to find myself again.