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The feeling of not being able to do what i think i was supposed to do (not in life just normal things) really makes my blood boil. After so much dedication to something, i was told that i would be doing something else. The thing that i thought i was going to do would be put in someone else's hands. After looking at what i'm now supposed to do, i'm not 100% sure that i would do as well as i know i would with the other one. This new thing is just a piece of complete bullcrap to me. In addition, i was 'consoled'. When the person who wanted to help, just 'helped' by beating around the bush and tried forcing me to think that no harm was done, i just ignored her and told her that i knew the straightforward truth. She went silent because what i said, was right. Either this or, it was slightly too harsh. Still, there was some truth to it. Even though it did hurt my feelings, still does, it will soon be over. I can't wait.