a bored post

WOOO........

its the holidays now and im freeeee!

This sudden freeness doesnt feel very nice.

i'd rather have something to do then be free and laze around.

so, hmm, what should i do?

should i work? doesnt seem very appealing even though i'll have money to shop!

oh my final theory test is on the 8th of september and i havent even opened the book.
Since i'm so free, i'll start studying it tomorrow.

Yeah, tomorrow.

Last night there was something really shocking on the news.

2 16 year old boys commited suicide at 5am yesterday (sarturday 23rd aug 2008).

They left a suicide note too.

Oh and these 2 boys are not brothers btw.

They're friends.

Shocking already right.

The most shocking part is that....
if i was up at 5am and looking out of my bedroom window (well of course i wouldnt look out of the window at 5 in the morning.), there would be a HIGH chance of me seeing these 2 boys dropping to their death.

Yea. thats how close the venue is to my house.

just, sad.

i dont really understand it.

I find them very self-centred, just like a certain someone *coughcough*

The parents and friends and relatives must be going through a really hard time now.

(Im currently alone at home btw. im hungry too.)

and one of them must have been very influential, seeing that they're friends and one of the friends could have just influenced the other friend.

This influential person could have done great things.

JUST SAYING.

anyway, things like this always make me look past things that bring me down.

so totally not worth making other people's lives sad just cos of myself i think.

im going to start re-excercising tommorow too!

going to burn those fats that eating too much and sitting all day infront of the computer caused me to have.

sorry about the broken english if theres any. just writing out whatever comes to my head.

Going to write until my mom comes home with my lunch.

YUMMY NASI LEMAK!

i like the song 'i kissed a girl' by katy perry.

watched her youtube videos yesterday night cos i couldnt sleep.

shes really funny. hahaha.

my table is in a mess now.

Not only the table actually.

My whole room is in a mess!

not something that i would care about (unless of course its too messy) but at night my dad would come into the room when im busy with something and then spoil my day by telling me to pack it. Theres a difference between messy and dirty just in case u think that messy and dirty are the same things.

Dirty is when theres spiderwebs on the walls, bugs crawling all over the floor, a funny smell and and maybe left over food from one month ago. Messy is just things scattered all over the place.

ciao.