whenever i start feeling that im part of it,
something bad will happen.
eg, someone forgetting me or wants to teach me a lesson or i overhear something
then i will fall back to square one.
and square one equals to me recollecting all the bad memories, shutting the good ones out.
but being the rather optimistic me, i always look at the bright side.
always finding that little spark of light.
but now, once again, its gone.
should i just... escape...?
i dont have as much appetite as i had before.
i only had tuna bread for breakfast, ice cream for lunch and nasi briyani for dinner.
hmm ok doesnt really sound too bad i guess.

hope things turn around. and i guess what i thought was all just in my mind. even with others talking about all the compatibility bullcrap. its time to refresh and reload. cheerios!