Sometimes i do get quite lonely,
when i look at some other people's facebook pages,
their lives look fun,
and mine is kind of mundane.
My biggest fear is to be alone.
I know, if you want something, you should go and get it, instead of just lying around,
I dont know how to do it though.
sometimes i feel like im being used,
eg a complain dustbin about one's brother, boyfriend, guy who likes them, or a companion just for shopping.
no drama in my life too. No guys available that i like.
I know these are wrong thoughts but sometimes i just cannot help thinking this way. sometimes only.
Sometimes i'd rather be born in a much earlier decade, and be totally computer illiterate now as i'll be too old to play the computer. Simple things would satisfy me, eg baking brownies for my grandkids when they come over. Someday..............
I am still searching for a part time job.
received a call last week from a music school but they said they only want someone whos available on mondays, wednesdays and fridays. I wont be available on mondays and wednesdays when school reopens, sadly.
Hope to find a job before i go overseas!
bye.
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